The Life of a Mannequin

Being alone scares me; always has and I fear it always will. I struggle to sit alone because sometimes my own worst enemy is inside my head. For the last few weeks, she has come back stronger than ever, louder than ever. She is tormenting my mind with her cruelty and all I can do is sit and wait until she stops. I don’t like admitting when it gets too much. I get embarrassed how I always talk the big talk on surviving yet, every day is a struggle. I try and wake up and do the

There is something obscure about going into your twenties that makes you question everything you thought you knew. A strange in-between, knowing that you’re not a child anymore but you also don’t know who you are becoming. You see the world in all its cruelty and you just have to accept it. Lately, I’ve been thinking about life. I’ve put myself under so much pressure to try and understand the weird world of adulthood. However, life isn’t just about learning, its also about ch

October 6th 2023 Her sadness was apparent, her big heart even more so. November 19th 2023 A Well without walls. The world stood quiet... The world stands quiet but it's peaceful. How long could you carry a mountain of glass before it cut you? December 31st 2023 I think in life we have to choose either what we need or what we want. Because what we want isn't always what we need. January 29th 2024 Experiences are how you define people (RM) June 5th 2024 He stood by me as I rebu